Merry Christmas to all!
By Elizabeth Swan on
Another year has flown past and what a year it has been! Really great fun for most of it but then quite trying over the last two months. A lot of my friends and family have been caught up with illness. Some requiring hospital stays and so my Nurse Ratched skills have been required. I don’t take no for an answer when someone won’t take their medicine!
Then inevitably I caught a virus because I was sleeping only a few hours a night. Which is why I went quiet. I was frustrated with my body being so weak I couldn’t work out. Boxing, weight training, giving my personal trainer shit…these are all things that help me mentally. It took a few weeks to recover and unfortunately I had to cancel sessions. Every domme knows that December is our busiest month so that also frustrated me.
But now I have come back fighting…hence the odd angry tweet on Twitter. Anger. It always helps me to fight whatever is happening in my life. When I feel angry I know I am getting back to my normal self. When I want hugs and comfort…that is when you know I am struggling!
So I am back training tonight with my PT. He is funny and permanently horny which amuses me. He has no idea what I do for a living and wouldn’t know how to handle it if he did. I used to tell people all the time but I can’t be bothered anymore. I’m proud of my work but vanilla people are often so closed that I no longer see it as my responsibility to educate them out of their prejudice. Besides, I want an easy life. Not to be the talk of the local pub.
One leftover symptom from my flu is a deafness in one ear. The last time I had that it lasted six months. But you know what? When people are talking of the Royal Family, Harry and Meghan, politics…not hearing everything is no bad thing.
I don’t know how the people who have the most in this world can complain when there are people sitting in their houses wearing coats and hats as they can’t afford to put the heat on.
If I had one wish this Christmas it would be that people had easier lives and that the divide between the haves and have nots was not so vast.
Look after the people you love this Christmas and look after yourselves.
Lastly, thank you for the fun sessions this year and the new subs and sissies I have met in Stoke. I look forward to resuming work again in January.
And thank you to my Patrons. I promise now I am feeling better there will soon be more content on Patreon.
Love Elizabeth xxx
Ps, if you would like to send me a Christmas gift you could always send an Amazon voucher to my email address. Small or large…it is the thought that counts!
Elizabeth Swan